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The flaw in my reasoning must be internal, even though I am known to make decisions for others. So I carry the weight of possible repercussion, flailing recklessly through my choices and praying under my breath that the hurt will be minimal for all of those involved. The conflicting duailty of who I’m becoming is… Continue reading anything else but the truth →

I find myself breaking every day. Every situation I encounter makes me question my approach to life, my decisions, the pull my heart follows. It’s not a call for pity or anything, but I realize that this questioning isn’t letting up. I don’t know what’s right, I don’t know how to know what’s right, I… Continue reading Achy Breaky →

my adulthood seems to be unfurling into an outraged mess, i am stumbling around for answers where they do not exist. you cannot ask people why they judge you, you cannot ask adult-sized children why they think age makes them adults, you cannot ask strangers why they look at you so, you cannot ask answers… Continue reading minor issue, minority’s issues →

i am a well of overused phrases, expressing admiration and impressing the masses, hollow and cosmetic we sing praises to the beautiful and empty.hollow me out and love my body;inch for inch we are an emotional condition waiting to implode.where are the secrets of our youth?hiding in the hopes we once carried before we realized… Continue reading you lost me →

Looking out from here everything feels disconnected and beautiful.

what attracts me and you to you and me is the loss of control we incite in each other

There are certain things I want to do with my life. Simple things, really, when looked at in retrospect. I’m not a complicated person. Sometimes I do complicated things but I don’t think I’m a complicated person. I want simple things. I want to learn how to change my own oil, I want to go… Continue reading August 2008 →

What’s awkward about Facebook is it confronts you with your patterns of interaction. Every time I glance at the people I have met throughout my life, I am just reminded of how quickly I run through my friends. Because, of these 500-ish people, I talk to, maybe three in real life. I am not a… Continue reading midnight on the beach in the mediterranean, and i miss you.. even here taking it all in →

you cannot aspire to Wordsmith if you do not have any words left. Someone find me my mouth, quick

you held my hand like gentle fingers on piano keys, tentative touch because you cannot predict the elicited reaction. this is physics, this is sonic sense but only in an ironic sense, speak loud, speak clear, teach me your technology